Quentin

In drop down - Default SAMPLE Ruby Red Vial $4/5ml Cobalt Blue Bottle +12 ($16)

For Quentin

I sit by the ash that was once your body. Such a place of distortion and ultimate phantasm. Here in dreams where immortals sing and their breath blows your dust away. I let go and melt into the fire of disbelief in my heartless soul. You replaced everything I ever wanted and still without you I am lost in the weave of letting go of you and wanting you back.

Is this where I have to let go? Is this when I can't breathe anymore? You are not here to tell me to slow my heart down. You are not here to hold me close to you anymore. I am alone the way I was before you, my dark brother.

If I could ever be good enough

If I could ever be like you

If I could ever be with you again

I would walk into the sun

I would turn to ash the way you chose to

But I cannot be like you

I sit here stirring the dust with my hand. I lay down in the place where once you were. Is this your heart? Is this where once I kissed your skin? My tears fall into you and I hope you feel my pain for leaving me. I hope you hurt knowing how much I miss you. I hope you can't breathe the way I can't when I think of you.

I miss you even in the truth of knowing. I am glad you went into the sun. Because it is place I cannot follow.

I withdraw my heart

I withdraw my soul

I withdraw my Love

If only to tell you again.

Sleep my brother another day until the sun calls to me the way it called to you.

For Quentin, an Immortal of VA

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